August 20, 2008: Belief
What? You cannot be that stupid.
We keep praying, like that will do any good; the Lord does not care about my dreams or desires of financial gain and world dominance—like all those celebrities think when they get on the podium and thank God for allowing them to win the award—yeah, like the people that died in the China earthquake, or the people that die from terror, or the people that get for no reason—I am sure they are thanking God now; But we keep praying maybe it will do something if it works for those celebrities and most do not deserve it maybe it will work for us, because we are trying to do some good for more than just us.
People just make me want to become Son of Sam 2. Where do these people come from?
Anyway, I just got done updating my personal journal—I hate the word Blog; it sounds so lazy; and I always get frustrated when I think about idiots around the world and how we tolerate them. It just happened that it spilled over onto this one.
I am also one that questions and thinks deeply about what people say are truths, facts, and what they believe—the problem with believing that having troops in Iraq is good, does not mean it is good—there are people that still believe the earth is flat; it does not make it true, because 99% of the people know otherwise—we know for FACT that it is NOT, but they believe nonetheless. Same with the almighty, that music should be free, that you come into my country and make it yours without my consent or input—this is diversity, and college professors are telling us (Americans) that we need to be understanding, forgiving, and respectful to their way of life. THEN WHOM THE FUCK WILL DO THAT FOR ME!?!? They do not teach them that in their country before sending them over here.
I mean we have the NAACP—they even have their own awards show, Women's Suffrage movements and other groups, organizations for children, and so forth, but you will not see, publicly mentioned, advertised, or broadcast, are organizations for white people. Why is that? I mean we are Americans, the Blacks are Americans, so are the Hindus, Islamic's, and so forth, so why can we not just be called AMERICANS? Stop the separation of race and color; they call us WHITE people racists? We are not the ones doing the separating. AND DON'T BLAME ME FOR MY ANCESTORS!!!! I WAS NOT THERE; I AM NOT LIKE THEM!!
I am not a racist, I hate stupid, boring, mean, inconsiderate, self-centered, over consuming, wasteful, arrogant, hateful people equally, of any color, race, creed, or age—and yes I hate myself for being one of those when I was younger—I have much to compensate for my faults, but I am doing it.
